As I began this blog, besides thinking about writing down my thoughts and adding pictures of the family and my hobbbies, (still to come) I always come back to my son. When you are a stay at home mom, your life is, of course, your child/ren. So being a 1st time mom, I am realizing the state of mind I am always in. Places I go, things I talk about, how I act when I'm around others, even around my husband... all things I think about or talk about or how I act have to do with how I would be with Landon around. It's pretty amusing if you really think about it. They are so dependent on us, but really we become dependent on them as well. We live and breathe each other.
It's really quite amazing! I literally live for my son, and he's alive because of me! So my state of mind is always in the 'Mom' mode, even if it's toward someone else I'm not even related to, but that is completely fine with me! I love being a mom! Plus anyone who views my blog will get to know my son really well, because he will probably be 90% of it!
Yes, you are a total mom! I think you were always destined for that!
ReplyDeleteI like to separate myself at times, but it is funny how it's like they're just a part of you.